i hope u like it,its the first part of two poems and am trying to write the third so enjoy it

i know her since i was a child
she was pretty free but wild
she got somthin within that made me spin
her eyes was a piece of pardise
her face was such a grace

she was my best friend an angel god has sent
day by day she kept on turning her feelings kept on burning
one night by her i was seduced
first i refused
cause i couldnt dare
to enter her lair
cant touch her divine skin it shall be my greatest sin
her beauty was dinive which i cannot touch
but i need it so much
there was pain i couldnt bare there was feelings i wanted to share
so i tasted her and i was amused.
on 25th of december 36 i recieved my first kiss
i was a prisoner of desire cause i needed her to put my fire
i begged for more she was the only thing am living for
i was needy but acused of being greedy
thus i was refused
then she whispered a name when i was begging to blame
she said he is my love and thats enough
u r my dearest friend and thats how its gonna end
i went out sad furious and mad i was thinking out loud
if she's gone i'll be like a day without a sun
like the sleepin beauty without a prince to kiss
like a lepered man in pain forgotten by death
seconds turned into years hopes turned into fears
suddenly there was war a reason to die for
and i went to fight,he was on the other side
and he was in my sight
i had to fire deep within it was what i desire
he took the shot that was delivered to his heart

she knew he was killed and with rage i was filled
i told her i had to choose and i didnt want to loose
she cried she thought that i lied
she grabed a knife and she swore to end my life

after lots of violence there was silence
she was laying on the ground
with somthing flooding around
it was red on her bed and she was dead
her beauty was divine sadly she wasnt mine